Question never was about how, but about what is to be painted. There was sort of a reckless certitude that the message will be naturally followed by the method.
All those years of dissecting, analyzing, and recomposing ideas on canvases only left me more questions. But at least bleary hints of direction could be found, which for me was paradox. Paradox always has been, here, there, from the world of atoms to the world of humanly life, to the mass universe which we can't even measure whole. It is easier for us to ignore paradox though, just like how easy it is for us to forget 'the other side' of the painting when we walk further towards one side. But ignorance cannot last. The only way towards the future is to face, walk on our feet, communicate, and accept. And that bleary message made me make these works.