"I am the girl lost in space, the girl who always disappears, forever fading away and receding further and further into the background. Like the Cheshire Cat, I'll leave someday. My fake, clownish smile, like the sad villains in Disney movies, will remain. It will be an ironic relic. I am the girl you see in a photo from some party somewhere or some picnic in the park, the one who will actually disappear soon, when you look at the photo again. I want to promise you, I will not be there anymore. I will be erased from history, like a traitor to the Soviet Union. Because with each passing day, I feel myself becoming more and more invisible. Depression, for me, was a few different things - but the first time I felt it, I felt helpless, and things I had never felt before. I lost myself and my will to live." Depression is one of the
Depression
24.01.25 — ziv
“I am the girl lost in space, the girl who always disappears, forever fading away and receding further and further into the background. Like the Cheshire Cat, I’ll leave someday. My fake, clownish smile, like the sad villains in Disney movies, will remain. It will be an ironic relic. I am the girl you see in a photo from some party somewhere or some picnic in the park, the one who will actually disappear soon, when you look at the photo again. I want to promise you, I will not be there anymore. I will be erased from history, like a traitor to the Soviet Union. Because with each passing day, I feel myself becoming more and more invisible. Depression, for me, was a few different things – but the first time I felt it, I felt helpless, and things I had never felt before. I lost myself and my will to live.” Depression is one of the



